I want to be skinny because I want people to be jealous of my hot bod.
Yeah that's it. I said it. I now look longingly at "skinny" people and I'm like DANG! I want that body. And I want people to look at me be like DANG! I want that body. And thing is I know that no matter how skinny I get, there will always be someone skinnier.
But why do I even care? My hubs loves me, curves and all. My kids love me. I don't have any known health issues. So shouldn't I just be happy being the way I am?
No, I want to be SKINNY! This totally contradicts my last posts, right? That's why it's a confession. I want to be all "Yeah, I'm just trying to be healthy" and I do. And I am. But the underlying reason, and really my greatest motivation is because I think skinny people are better respected. And well liked.
Maybe this is ridiculous. Maybe it's just my perception. But no one respects the fat people. Just for example, (and there are countless others) the governor of New Jersey, Chris Christi. Living in AZ during the election I didn't hear much about him or his politics. All I heard was about his weight. Like seriously?! I just feel like if I lose weight and fit into a size 12 or 10 I would get more respect. From who? I really don't know.
So it's not pretty. But that's the truth. I just wanna be skinny.
